Words to self

The battles in my mind are the toughest battles I've ever had to face. The acceptance is the first step and I believe I've reached that... Almost. Even so, my mind is still controlling me way too much. It's overbearing, too much to handle. A constant battle within my own head. My knowledge has ultimately done me wrong and I would much rather be ignorant in this case. In this struggle to free my mind from worries and what "could happen," I must gain a better appreciation and understanding for the world in a greater perspective on a bigger scale. This is the reality I must face and I hope to have the strength to embark on the final steps of my journey to free my mind.... In BARCELONA! Just got sick last night but I'm hoping to feel 110% better by the time I leave Wednesday morning. After a rough past year... I can't wait to completely emerge myself in a new experience with new people and a new culture. I'm im desperate need of a breathe of fresh air. Gonna start packing tomorrow... Then the fun begins!